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November 19th, 2009

02:19 pm - But maybe a woman can be Am still working on becoming fiercely independent core-of-steel pillar-of-stone island-entire-in-itself type woman. Suspect that it may be making me more selfish than usual but on the other hand, surely "if I don't look after myself no other fucker will" is less selfish than having expectations of others to give a shit? Oh, bugger it. Fiercely independent core-of-steel pillar-of-stone island-entire-in-itself type woman does not need existential angst. Current Mood: alone Tags: stronger than you think

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September 17th, 2009

10:29 pm - Idiotic ...I would appear to be having an anxiety attack. OH GOD WHY DIDN'T I DO THIS STUFF BEFORE, WHY HAVE I LOST THAT FUCKING NUMBER, HOW AM I GOING TO AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH Current Mood: hopeless Tags: the universe conspires against me

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September 10th, 2009

09:35 am - I've heard that one before Apparently I'm a "lame humourless feminazi who can't take a joke". Oh no, honey, I can take a joke. And this time, it's on you. Current Mood: righteous Tags: somebody is wrong on the internet

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September 8th, 2009

10:12 pm - Destroying civilisation one happy couple at a time It will probably come as a surprise to nobody who knows me well that I would bloody love to be a stay at home wife. I want to flit about my beautifully decorated house in cute aprons and cook and clean and look after my wife and write novels. But I don't want children and I feel quite strongly that my life/marriage partner(s) will be a woman and I will wear stockings and suspenders under my pinny. HAH. Current Mood: chipper Tags: acting the slut

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September 5th, 2009

04:58 am - FFS So someone asks how I am, right, and I whinge for a second about nausea and heartburn, and they're like ... "you should try gaviscon." OH MY GOD. THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME THAT. IN ALL THE YEARS THAT I'VE HAD CHRONIC NAUSEA AND HEARTBURN IT NEVER ONCE OCCURED TO ME TO TRY ANY OF THE BEST KNOWN OTC MEDCINES. Jesus. It's even worse than those little old ladies who come up to you in the street when you're smoking and go "that'll kill you, you know". SHIT! Really? I had no idea, oh my god, thank you so much for telling me! *flails* Current Mood: ill Tags: stupid people are stupid

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August 24th, 2009

11:30 pm - ZOMG. Many, many, many thanks to my Mystery Benefactor. I'm sure it must have been one of you on my DJ flist as I don't think I mentioned that on my LJ. You are lovely and I am incredibly grateful and although it didn't arrive in time for BiCon it is going to make this week so much happier for me :-) My friends = awesome. Current Mood: loved Tags: the flip side

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August 4th, 2009

01:43 pm - I... ...am a crazy person. Current Mood: volunteering

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August 3rd, 2009

07:58 pm - FFS. It occurs to me that the only time in the past couple of years that I have been confronted with the thing I am severely phobic of was at the last BiCon. Maybe I should have complained!!1!!!1! Current Mood: amused Tags: stupid people are stupid

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June 25th, 2009

12:23 pm - OH GOD, SO MUCH WRONGGGGGGGGGGGG "Maybe back in the 90s Kate Moss made normal/curvier girls feel unattractive, but now it's Beyonce and Beth Ditto who are making skinny people feel 'abnormal' and ashamed of how they look." Current Mood: FAIL Tags: somebody is wrong on the internet

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May 23rd, 2009

05:57 pm I'm NOT going to get into an argument. I'm NOT going to get into an argument. I'm NOT...

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April 14th, 2009

09:45 pm DEAR FUCKTARDS STRAIGHT WHITE MIDDLE-CLASS MEN ARE IN FACT THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THIS WAS FAIRLY OBVIOUS NO LOVE ME

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March 4th, 2009

03:57 pm PEOPLE KEEP FUCKING DYING.

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February 10th, 2009

08:25 am - A girl could start to feel fobbed off Once again, "We're going with someone else, we love your style but we went in a different direction this time, we really want you to reapply next time there is an opening". I'm not actually upset this time, though; I didn't get anything like as emotionally involved in the whole process. But god fucking damn it, I'm good. Next time.

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February 5th, 2009

02:15 pm - Fuck offfffffffff. (no, not twitter-related) Oh, please accept my apologies for not breaking my back in order to be generous to you. In fact, wait, don't.

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January 29th, 2009

11:51 pm - and tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow Remember that mystery? I've got another shot at it. I'm going to try not to make myself ill over it this time! [grin] Fingers crossed. Current Mood: cryptic

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January 26th, 2009

08:05 pm So if it's all bollocks, why on earth would you care that somebody is praying for you?

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December 27th, 2008

10:52 pm fantabulosa! Bwaha. Now I'm going to go backwards and filter her into things. Hello, darling!

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November 20th, 2008

01:43 pm I suppose I think of sizeism against thin people ("eat some lard, woman!") much the same way as I think about sexism against men or racism against white people: "I'm really sorry about your papercut. Can we do something about my broken leg, now, please?"

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02:33 am - ...and more on the mystery. Fuck. Not this time. Oh arsebollocks. I should go to bed. There'll be another time. Christ, I'm actually really fucking disappointed. Current Mood: sad

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01:52 am - Remember that thing I can't tell you about yet? OH GOD THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME. IF I DON'T HEAR SOON I MIGHT ACTUALLY DIE. I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS!!! Current Mood: nervous

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